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Sarah  

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  • Deviant since Apr 28, 2004, 8:32 PM
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between the love and paranoia

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with my loverthese ears are filled with noise  that erases this awful void   
foot step patterns in the sky  and i cant help but wonder why   
its the shape that stabs me  with a sting like a bee   
by particles of memories from the past  my mind breaks down these images that last   
a top in the sand is as good as my hands  a touch from you would only hurt when it lands   
thirty went down but five went through the wind  and each reason why, you think you got pinned   
the shear beauty of your figure pierces these eyes  after being cut from our ties    with my lover
in Song on 11/28/07
between the love and paranoia
in deviantID on 11/15/07
shes searchingSearching and fighting, for something just cant find   
a grasp on something to strengthen, to thicken her insides   
Theres nothing left to hold on to,  but my love I cant deny  
 
its the devilish thought inside me, its so bad I just cant hide   
and oh no…I cant stop  and oh no….its too much  and oh no…I cant leave  and oh no…I just wanna believe..   
and oh no…I just wanna believe shes searching
in Song on 11/15/07
awful thingsI don’t feel too keen anymore and I don’t feel so secure anymore  I don’t think you care anymore and I don’t know if you like it anymore  I see you seeking other things to do I feel something is wrong something or two   
so whats going on I say to you  what has gone wrong I plead to you  but whats inside my head I wonder to me  whats inside my mind that makes me see..   
awful things ahead of me I cant believe the things I see   
these awful things ahead of me  the awful things I fucking dream   
you sit back and look at me like im some fucking psycho bi awful things
in Song on 11/15/07
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so this is how it has to be.

Journal Entry: Tue Feb 26, 2008, 12:50 PM
  • Mood: Defeated
  • Listening to: this is the place - red hot chili peppers
  • Reading: choke - chuck palahniuk
so i feel like rambling. i hate being self destructive.. i keep coming back for more but it just sets me back further and further to a point of no return i feel. its my time to let go of what i held so close for a long time. its the only way to move on and i should have cut clean the first time. i need to get ahold of myself, i lost myself in you, and everything that had to do with you, it ate me up inside and out. its heart break for sure, all over again though, ive done it myself no ones fault but my own and starting today im making a change and cutting myself off from everything i know. im not gonna feel good for a long time but its the only way i can be happy in the end.

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  • Current Age: 20
  • Current Residence: Oregon
  • Interests: drawing, writing, meeting new people, drinking, smoking
  • Favourite movie: The Royal Tenenbaums, American History X
  • Favourite band or musician: primus,elliott smith, cramps, black lips, les savy fav, ween
  • Favourite genre of music: psychedelic rock/punk/industrial/indie
  • MP3 player of choice: Windows Media Player
  • Personal Quote: knowing how the world works is not knowing how to work the world

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~cloudysoul:iconcloudysoul: Feb 26, 2008, 2:26:37 PM
Hi! You used to watch me I guess. Thanks for the new watch :D

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So I exhale and the scraping of the dust in my lungs triggers tears.
~namelessgoth:iconnamelessgoth: Sep 19, 2005, 7:16:28 PM
Thank you for the :+fav: on "This is heartbreak." :hug:

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...just a little pathetic.
~burgundybill:iconburgundybill: Jul 14, 2005, 1:55:35 AM
no problem, and thanks for the comment:)
~mentalissueppl:iconmentalissueppl: Jul 6, 2005, 7:37:49 PM
Thanks for the :+fav:

Nice gallery... you are very cute..
:glomp: ^-^
_Sabe
~barvyleta:iconbarvyleta: May 1, 2005, 6:54:43 PM
Ah, so the story unfolds. Well, I'll have my fingers crossed for ya. :fingerscrossed:

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"I just spent four dollars on an Orange Julius drink for lunch...I'm so f***ing stupid..." -Me, and my high self-esteem
~burgundybill:iconburgundybill: May 1, 2005, 6:00:29 PM
eh, well...i used to scan things on my other computer in my room because the scanner only works with that one but then we got DSL and i cant use the internet on that computer to send the files to myself with. i will figure something out soon hopefully.
~barvyleta:iconbarvyleta: Apr 28, 2005, 7:52:12 PM
Ah, well...that'll do it.

What's wrong with the one you have now, anyway?

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"I just spent four dollars on an Orange Julius drink for lunch...I'm so f***ing stupid..." -Me, and my high self-esteem
~burgundybill:iconburgundybill: Apr 28, 2005, 4:29:24 PM
ha, i know...its been so long but i need a new scanner, thats whats stopping me.
~barvyleta:iconbarvyleta: Apr 17, 2005, 5:52:36 PM
Sooo....when's the next update comin'? Ever? =P

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"I just spent four dollars on an Orange Julius drink for lunch...I'm so f***ing stupid..." -Me, and my high self-esteem
~xblondegothx:iconxblondegothx: Mar 21, 2005, 4:21:47 PM
hey ^_^
thanx alot for the comment *hugs*
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~burgundybill:iconburgundybill: Mar 19, 2005, 11:56:13 PM
well, i checked them out...pretty good, i really like "in my eyes"
~Skerik:iconSkerik: Mar 15, 2005, 10:44:59 PM
LiSten To Minor Threat
~namelessgoth:iconnamelessgoth: Mar 7, 2005, 3:07:56 PM
YOU HAVE BEEN HUGGED!!!



Spread the DA love around! (you can copy and paste this message on their userpage!)


*dingding* RULES:
1- You can hug the person who hugged you!
2- You can't hug the person more than 3 times
3- You -MUST- hug 6 other people
4- You should hug them in public! Paste it on their user page! c'mon..don't be scared of public displays of affection
5- Random hugs are perfectly okay! (and sweet)
6- You should most definitly get started hugging right away!

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I hurt myself so you don't have to, but sometimes, I wish I didn't have to...
~namelessgoth:iconnamelessgoth: Mar 4, 2005, 7:13:59 PM
Thanks for the watch dear. :D

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I hurt myself so you don't have to, but sometimes, I wish I didn't have to...
~burgundybill:iconburgundybill: Feb 8, 2005, 10:18:54 PM
ha! thanks, i thought it was clever
~midnightjunkie:iconmidnightjunkie: Feb 8, 2005, 12:23:25 AM
nice new avatar (i can't spell that right now) :P
~burgundybill:iconburgundybill: Nov 8, 2004, 5:13:53 PM
anytime, i love your photography....absolutely stunning
~alkaans:iconalkaans: Nov 8, 2004, 5:12:25 PM
tnx 4 the :+fav: & DevWatch ;)

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visit my homepage `n` my DevArt gallery.
thank you :)
~burgundybill:iconburgundybill: Sep 12, 2004, 5:03:00 PM
ah, thanks for checkin it out:D your gallery is awesome as well, what happened with the other one? you had some really cool photos there too. anyway...ya i need to draw more, i wanted to do harry potter...hes stunning now that hes grown up some more, haha. so perhaps that will be next. thanks again!:)
~converse62:iconconverse62: Sep 9, 2004, 4:06:16 PM
awesome gallery sarah, i looooooove the kurt cobain portrait especially.. the portraits in your gallery are all very well done, im jealous =D kool cherry and photos too
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